I’ve officially been at my job an entire year.
This is a blessing. Work is a blessing. And yet, it is truly not without difficulty. This has been an incredibly difficult and trying year. I’ve prayed more and cried more than I have at any other time in my life. There have been many days when I didn’t know if I could keep going or if I should.
And yet, in spite of the brokenness of sinful people working in offices marred by sin, God has been so near. He has brought people around me to encourage me and pray for me and love me on even the worst of days. He has encouraged me to work in honorable ways and love even the hardest to love. I don’t pretend like I’ve done this perfectly or even very well this year, but by God’s grace I’ve tried.
Many days, I’ve thought about the verses of this song
Oh God, you never leave my side – Your love will stand firm for all my life.
Thankful for this truth. Thankful for this year. Thankful that my God has not left my side and will not leave me in the year to come.