Sometimes in my dreams we have moved back to Orlando.
I don’t think about it often. The likelihood it would ever happen is so slim, it isn’t worth the mental energy to think about.
If I’m awake, I don’t even really know if that is what I want or even what would be best for our family.
But, some days I dream – Dream about being an adult in the city where I was a child – Dream about having different relationships with my family – Dream about being closer to family and having kids that were close friends with their cousins and saw their grandparents regularly.
Maybe, I want what I didn’t have.
Usually, I snap back into reality, but some days I dream on…