Sometimes in my dreams we have moved back to Orlando.

I don’t think about it often. The likelihood it would ever happen is so slim, it isn’t worth the mental energy to think about.

If I’m awake, I don’t even really know if that is what I want or even what would be best for our family.

But, some days I dream – Dream about being an adult in the city where I was a child – Dream about having different relationships with my family – Dream about being closer to family and having kids that were close friends with their cousins and saw their grandparents regularly.

Maybe, I want what I didn’t have.

Usually, I snap back into reality, but some days I dream on…


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